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I finally decided to enter :iconjennyleigh:'s Inner Demon contest even though I wasn't originally planning it.
It's Chase, yes, but I do very closely compare/relate myself to her, and I was going for a slightly more Halloween-ish theme since the contest ends on Halloween.


My inner demon believes in things it shouldn't.
My inner demon tends to think too much.
So often times, I find myself believing things that I shouldn't; things that I don't want to believe or know don't really exist. Or at least, things I know shouldn't exist. Some of these things haunt me, and some of these things are good things to be believing in, like choice over fate. (Yet sometimes, it's hard to tell which of those is the better)
I do not believe in ghosts, even though it is a tantalizing thought, and I do find myself wondering if spirits exist instead; like what really happens to a soul who has no place to go after death. Is a soul even the spirit that so many people fear they saw in the graveyard or that came back to haunt them in their home? I sit and laugh while watching Ghost Hunter shows on TV, but I still watch to see if they might actually dig up some evidence that suggests what they heard or saw wasn't just their imaginations.
My inner demon often conjures up nasty thoughts and notions about such things; like my uncertain future, or my past mistakes and starts to rethink and overthink them, twisting them into haunting, depressing thoughts.
Is it true, that a supposed someone exists? Spoken of to me only by one close comrade and also by the supposed he himself, and never seen? Well, I also don't want to know, but my own inner demon continually will bring up the thought of him.
And what will happen in the year 2012, when the supposed New Age predicted by the ancient Mayans is supposed to happen? Am I really to play a big role, as I have been "told"? Is it the end of the world as others are fearing? I also don't particularly wish to know the answers to those questions either.
My thoughts make me fear such things enough as it is, with or without an answer.
I don't know these things, and never will... crystal balls and scrying lenses l aren't my thing and I'll choose, for now, to not believe in them either...even though Chase seems to be seeing a certainly awful image there. Hopefully, it is of the past.

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:iconjennyleigh:
lovin those hands!! :D

Spiffy description! I demands it! :iconshakefish:

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"And Allah took a handful of southerly wind, blew His breath over it, and created the horse.... Thou shall fly without wings, and conquer without any sword."
:iconkhezix:
Even as a sketch, it looks wicked. :lol:

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Name: Khezix
Class: Venomancer
Server: Dreamweaver
:iconcaptain-chase:
I'm getting better at hands/paws! ZOMG! I never thought I would! And yes, I knows you demands a spiffy description... To me, the description is half the piece in this case, so I don't want to give it all away even before it's done! I have 22 days left, so I may actually finish it even though I can't remember the last time I finished any of my other WIPs! :faint:
:iconcaptain-chase:
Wowzers! Really? That means a lot, thank you! :hug:
:iconjennyleigh:
yeah... you are kinda falling behind with your WIP. I get bored with drawings though so I understand. Kinda want you to finish that part trade with Chase and the other scheming on the deck. :D

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"And Allah took a handful of southerly wind, blew His breath over it, and created the horse.... Thou shall fly without wings, and conquer without any sword."
:iconcaptain-chase:
That one and this one are the ones I'm most concerned with. The pirate one is a trade so I do feel guilty about being so lazy about it... :noes: I do have a little more done on it though than what is shown in the WIP; I just haven't updated it because it isn't much ^^; I'm gonna work on it this weekend now that I had one good idea and it rekindled my enthusiasm; gotta work on it before the interest dies again ^^;
:iconkhezix:
Yes, really. X3 No problem. :)

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Perfect World International
Name: Khezix
Class: Venomancer
Server: Dreamweaver
:iconfalxodens:
CoOl WoRk!!!
Plans on colouring?
:iconcaptain-chase:
I'll definitely color it! It's for Jenny's contest ^^

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